Tumbleweeds

I'm exhausted.

I've been thinking so much of this image.

It's an image of the Past.

If you know me well,  you may smell 

the Fear 

Sitting in the Tree's    failing Flailing falling

forgive US now 

as we weep

And reap

Just some random metaphor - TREE - so hard to explain.  Inane

How does one return?

They don't

The gun SMOKED.

TORE me from the skies     

loveliest melodies, soft and tyrannical..

We lost 

1993

I'm so alive smile be happy

LOL

GOD,  I'm going to cry

Cohesive thoughts un-forgotten 

November Rains waft in the air

Lost in the past (not so far

I've sat on someone's stoop and let them sore

I sat at someone's table and drank their whisky rum wine

I walked aloof without the book.

It hurt. 

There's no use in pondering a movie Napoleon, it falls

FLAT as the metaphor

One day I sat in this place, someone held my hand and it hurt me so bad and there was nowhere to run, just me and him and the spotted owL

What beauty destroyed.

The photos are all gone

thrown away by the collective 

Love  I Thank you

We all think it's about us but who really is destroyed?   

We are but blood, guts, and...

Can I say that here?  

I'm confused, I've destroyed, faltered, flown but hey, now there's those other days..

I keep thinking KRISHNA, like a bell ringing

There's trouble down here boys, remember that

I don't know where I'm going, 

I'm falling into the crux, the past 

Evade

White Buffalo Woman

Come and I Will not Dissuade

Where is the resurrection

The water in the Land

I hold BUT my own hand

Only my own Hands

And And and  

I'm a mess, "It's Okay" 

-PICK ANOTHER TEMPO-

Cash Brothers on the radio, Ursula if it must be known

SIGH, die, LEAVING, heaving - head under pill(ow)

Lost in the DEE-raillies

wondering, SMACK

Same feelings, so far gone 

so long ago

so long ago

Ponder Crack Coke-aine

what was that?

Why am In those places?

I see the same car down the street

3 BlOCKS AWAY

confronting

Vipassana (I whisper)

the whistle blows and I see straw

Hat backwards,

Sunshinin'

It feels the same

I wish it wasn't shame

vipassana

I wish It felt  -  the same.

It - on my doorstep

I liked that feeling,

It felt so beautiful, I surrender

Imisss