Oh Love, I have tried to hold you

It's been a long time since I've seen you smile.

I feel the earth move under my feet.

I have hopes and dreams you've never heard of.

I have laughed and cried and come closer to being.

I have laughed and cried and come closer to a new beginning.

I have wandered far fields and karmic knots in hopes of health and wellness.

I have freed myself.

I have asked for love and forgiveness.

I have asked our souls to be in the present.

I have crashed and earned and burned for a future, full of holding hands and deep sentiments.

I have slashed mountains in my silence.

I have sat upon the mountains and heard you cry.

I have felt your heart upon your sleeve and yearned to relieve you.

Oh love, have sympathy, have empathy - for I, was only a shadow self, lost in my personality, when I was with you that last time.

Love forgive us and allow us a future to be worthy of.